JustBeingMNS

These days, I am scared of other people telling me, "You were right." I don't want to be right. --- MNS

What do you do when your strengths become the weaknesses that someone else points out to you? --- MNS

I have been living under the same roof with my brother for more than six months, and almost every single action of his annoys me. I try so hard to be laid back. I constantly remind myself that he is still a teenager and that I was not mature either when I was his age. I always end up nagging him. My constant nagging hurts my throat and bothers me. Still, nothing changes. He doesn't any housework other than doing his laundry and doing 90% of the dishes. Don't get me wrong. He can be sweet and sometimes cheesy. But what I need is someone helping me with the housework. URRRGHHHHH!!!  He doesn't understand why I am mad. OR He does understand why I am mad, but he doesn't care. OR He is lacking empathy. Oh well, welcome to my life. -- MNS

It has been more than two years since I last went home. I just want to say “爸，妈，我好想你！真的想回家陪你们一起过新年。” --- MNS

Since January 2nd, I have seen all the stores decoration turning from new year theme to valentines' day theme. For one month, I successfully stopped myself from buying any sweet treats. Well, it's not like there is someone special to buy me such things. haha Anyway, I convince myself that I'm happily single. Well, am I? I don't know. I just know that I am very content with my life right now. Happy Pre-Single's Awareness Day, people! -- MNS

"I took the one less traveled by, And that has made all the difference." -Robert Frost Starting with that quote, the music gives you the energy to keep walking. :)

Good luck with the semester! Just keep pushing on! There's always going to be another mountain I'm always going to want to make it move Always going to be an uphill battle Sometimes you're going to have to lose Ain't about  how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb. 

Confused? Frustrated? Lonely? Helpless? Bottled up? I just can't find the right words. Even I don't know how I'm doing... How can I expect someone to understand me? -- MNS 

I'm wondering why a woman, when confessed, asked the other person to wait for a while before giving a reply. Haven't she already made a decision even before the guy confesses?  Oh well, just wondering.

Spring 2015 semester is coming to an end soon. All the final projects are due pretty soon. There is not much time left to discuss the group presentation. And, here I am, doing everything else but studying. What a disappointment! I know that I can't accomplish anything without my motivation. I know that no one but me can push me to do anything. So, casual reminder to myself - Hey, dude -  I don't want to say much. You know you need to get things done. Be efficient. Get things done. I don't want to hear any stupid excuses. You-know-who  -- MNS

နင္ပဲေျပာင္းလဲသြားတာလား... ငါပဲေျပာင္းလဲသြားတာလား... ဘာမွန္းေတာ့ေသခ်ာမသိဘူး... ေသခ်ာတာတစ္ခုကေတာ့ နင့္ကိုုသိပ္ၾကည့္လုိ႔မရေတာ့တာဘဲ.... -- MNS

ၾသ... ေက်ာင္းေတာ္မဟာ ၂ လသာကိုု ခြဲခြာခဲ့ရတာ ဘာလုိလုိနဲ႔ ၇ႏွစ္ေတာင္ရွိသြားၿပီပဲ... ဟုိအပတ္က ေက်ာင္းေနေဖာ္သူငယ္ခ်င္းနဲ႔ ေက်ာင္းတုန္းက ရူးေၾကာင္မူးေၾကာင္ အက်င့္ေလးေတြရယ္... ရယ္စရာ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလးေတြကို ႏြားစျမဳတ္ျပန္ေနရင္း လသာ ၂ မွာ ၁၁ ႏွစ္တိတိ ေန႔တုိင္းနီး မဆိုုခ်င္လည္း ဆုိခဲ့ရတဲ့ ေက်ာင္းေကာင္စီသီခ်င္းေလးကိုု ေျပးသတိရမိတယ္... ေက်ာင္းတုန္းကလည္း၀ါးခ်ခဲ့သလုိ အခုလည္း ဘာမွေရေရရာရာ မမွတ္မိလုုိ႔ ေဖ့ဘြတ္မွာ သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြကုိ အကူအညီေတာင္းၾကည့္ေတာ့ သူတိုု႔ေတြရဲ႕ အကူအညီန႔ဲပဲ စာသားအားလုံးနည္းပါး စုေစာင္းမိျဖစ္တယ္... ဘယ္သူမွေတာ့ စာသားအတိအက် မမွတ္မိပါဘူး... နည္းနည္း၀ါးခ်ရင္ေတာ့ သီခ်င္းက တကယ္ႀကီး ျမညီလာမွာ Assembly ထဲျပန္ေရာက္သြားသလုိပါပဲ... သီခ်င္းစာသားေလးေတြကေတာ့... မိမိကိုယ္ကိုေကာင္းေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားမည္ မိမိအတန္းကိုေကာင္းေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားမည္ မိမိေက်ာင္းကိုေကာင္းေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားမည္ မိမိတုိင္းျပည္အတြက္ ေကာင္းေအာင္ ႀကိဳးစားမည္ ကတိေလးခ်က္ကိုုမူတည္ ဖြဲ႕စည္းခဲ့တဲ့ ေက်ာင္းေကာင္စီ အသင္းငါးသင္းရွိပါသည္ အေနာ္ရထာမွစ၍တည္ က်န္စစ္သားနဲ႔ ဘုရင့္ေနာင္ အေလာင္းဘုရားႏွင့္ ဘႏၵဳလတိုု႔သည္ ကု...

Is it bad to think that you want a boyfriend but that you don't need one? -- MNS

This entry is just for myself in case I forgot what I wrote for my VBA assignment. I was asked to create a chess board in Microsoft using VBA. I admit I googled the solution but all I found was a solution that used "MOD". My professor didn't teach us how to use "MOD", which meant I couldn't use that code. Anyway, this is what I came up with. Sub Chess() For a = 1 To 8 Cells(a, 1).Offset(0, a - 1).Interior.Color = black Next a For b = 3 To 8 Cells(b, 1).Offset(0, b - 3).Interior.Color = black Next b For c = 5 To 8 Cells(c, 1).Offset(0, c - 5).Interior.Color = black Next c For d = 7 To 8 Cells(d, 1).Offset(0, d - 7).Interior.Color = black Next d For e = 1 To 6 Cells(e, 3).Offset(0, e - 1).Interior.Color = black Next e For f = 1 To 4 Cells(f, 5).Offset(0, f - 1).Interior.Color = black Next f For g = 1 To 2 Cells(g, 7).Offset(0, g - 1).Interior.Color = black Next g End Sub Cheers, MNS

Last week, my friend and I went to DFW airport because she had an issue with her I-94. Upon the review of her submitted documents, the airport officer called her to the window and told her that she had her names wrongly written on her passport and her I-20. I was okay with the officer stating that the school wrote her name wrong on her I-20. They put the whole name as her first name just because the passport did not clearly state the first name and last name. Of course, we could change that. On the other hand, I felt that the officer was a little bit out of his mind to state that the passport had it wrong. SERIOUSLY?!?! It is the OFFICIAL country that issues the passport. Each country has its passport format for the citizens. How can it be wrong? Anyway, that's not as ridiculous as the statement that he made later on. She tried to explain that we did not have the system of first and last name in our country, which was why we used our last character in our names as our family...

Not until yesterday did I realize that the friendship is already a sunk cost to me. Dude, you don't have the right to talk to me that way. I was so mad but I tried to cool off, telling myself that I was probably making a big deal out of the conversation. I am bothered by it the whole day to that point that I am angry at myself. Anyway, as of now, I have decided that I am going to be a little bit more mature, let it go, and move on with my life.

She rarely remembers that person... BUT... She calls that person... WHEN... ... she is bored in class ... she has something on her mind ... she has a crush on someone ... she has nothing else to do AND She disappears... RIGHT AFTER... That person serves the purpose... What EXACTLY is that person for her? A Friend of Convenience?!

I haven't posted for a long time. It is not like anyone is reading but still, it is great to get things off your mind. These days, I have been unsatisfied with myself. Nothing is going my way. The emotional distance is getting bigger. I don't feel close to anyone. But I don't want to shut anyone out. I am just missing those things that I took for granted. It's time I learned to appreicate who used to be around me. Yeah... I just need to be more comfortable and more confident. Yeah... I can do it.