Life is a bitch...

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Life's a bitch...
What's more...
I am a selfish bitch...

That's what I always tell myself...
But sometimes, it's me who get pushed around...
Again, I tell myself...
I let them push me around...
Until my limit is reached...
Am I just afraid of having no one around?
Or what?
Am I just being a friend of convenience?

It's unclear... even for me...
But please... I do have feelings...
Just because I am acting tough...
It doesn't mean that I won't cry at all...
Just because I am acting nice...
It doesn't mean that I won't slap you in the face in the future...

Life is a bitch...
And so am I...

... until my body breaks down...

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