JustBeingMNS

I have always reminded myself not to give up several times... I have always thought that nothing is worth giving up... I have always believed that people will rarely break their promises... Did it take me that long to realize that those are just stupid assumptions?!?!?! Nah! I knew that long before...  Yet... I just chose to keep those assumptions... It is those assumptions that make life much easier... Anyway, just want to make a point here... Just know when to give up... Sometimes, not everything/everyone is worth it... And people rarely keep their promises... Stop assuming and stop expecting... It is just tiring to do so... -- MNS

How come my intentions go wrong that easily? I am a pessimist but I always try to hope for the best. I intend to bring a harmonious result but in the end, I am the one who end up bringing a worse atmosphere to everyone. Last Saturday, I decided to have a Google Hangout with my old friends. The intention is simple: to bring old friends together and chill like old times.

Lately, a question came into my mind: how secret can a secret be? Whether we want to admit or not, we have done something in our lives that we thought we could secret from others. Believe it or not. It is just pretty easy for people to uncover the truth. They just need to accept that there are thousands of possibilities and open their eyes a bit more. The truth is just a few clicks away.

These days... I am having mixed feelings... Sometimes, I think I am enjoying the life I have... Being single and shit... I can do whatever I want... I don't need to take any one into consideration while deciding... Yes, I am enjoying my own shit...

Currently, I am attending a leadership training organized my college, called Davenport Leadership Institute (DLI). After this training, I want to transform myself from a little kid with baby steps to someone who can fly a little higher while being able to dig a little deeper. After watching a TED talk, I was a little bit relieved to hear that we all are leaders in our own ways; that we have impacted someone significantly at some point of our lives; and that we should be confident in ourselves.

Life's a bitch... What's more... I am a selfish bitch...