JustBeingMNS

Today, I had a class with Dr. Abell, a RC professor who is absolutely passionate about economy and environment. The class was about the sustainability of an economic development. After reading the Introduction of "Beyond Growth" by  Daly, I have been swimming in the sea of thoughts, all about the sustainable development.

Our Accounting class had an exam on Monday, and we are getting the grades today, on Wednesday. Since I have done Accounting once before, I know the general idea of what is going on in the class. However, I am not as studious as I should be (as an Asian student). I read the textbook the day before the test just because I need to read it. For sure, I will lose a lot of points if I don't read the textbook, and I am so not going to let it happen.

Come to think about it! I have been here in the United States for more than a year. The story of my arriving to US was so simple. I didn't want to attend Institute of Medicine in my country. I know that a doctor is a noble and prestigious job. There is only one big problem. I was not interested in medical field. Simply, I wanted to be a businesswoman. I liked to picture myself in a suit and heels (although I have never worn heels yet), walking around the office, supervising the employees. I just loved that ME, which I pictured again and again while daydreaming.

Life is too short... just too short that... one meets another and then... departs... seriously, those times are really short if you try to recall them... But... if you don't want those memories to be full of scars ... you will have to watch your words when communicating with each other... I don't mean that you should not criticize each other... you can... but when you do that... think carefully... your position ... your purpose ... the effects ... and the meaning ... (if your words mean as you wanted them to be...) If you have really thought of these... and said your words.... it doesn't matter much if you hurt others.... but WHAT IF they were unintentional ??? You just can't go back... your words have already hurt other people... and the other party has started to dislike you ... or avoi d you... Do you think a "sorry" will be enough to heal that wound you have caused? ... definitely NOT ... So, I would like to remind all o...

ကဲ… black/white ခုုတစ္ေလာ ၾကားခဲ့ရတဲ့ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလးတစ္ခုုပါ… ဒီအျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလးကိုု black/whiteက အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလး တစ္ခုုအေနနဲ႔ ေရးသလိုု… စာဖတ္ပရိသတ္ႀကီးလဲ အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလး တစ္ခုုအေနနဲ႔ပဲဖတ္ေပးဖိုု႔ ေတာင္းဆိုုပါတယ္… ေခါင္းစဥ္မွာေျပာခဲ့တာကိုုလည္း ေနာက္တစ္ေခါက္ထပ္ေျပာပါရေစ… ဘယ္သူ႔ကိုုမွ နစ္နာေစဖိုု႔ black/white မရည္ရြယ္ပါဘူး… အျဖစ္အပ်က္ေလးကေတာ့ ဒီလုုိေလးပါ… သူငယ္ခ်င္းတစ္ေယာက္ေပါ့… သူရည္းစားရၿပီတဲ့… အဲ… ေတာ္ရုုံတန္ရုုံ ဘဲေတာင္မဟုုတ္ဘူးေနာ္… အစစ အရာရာ ျပည့္စံုုတဲ့ အေကာင္… ေကာင္မေလးကုုိလည္း ေတာ္ေတာ္ နားလည္ေပးႏိုုင္တယ္… အဲဒီ့ေကာင္မေလးတစ္ေယာက္ကိုုပဲ ရူးရူးမူးမူးႀကိဳက္ရွာတာ… ကဲ… ဒီအေကာင္ တကယ္ရွိလား… ဟိုုရွာေဖြ… ဒီရွာေဖြနဲ႔ သိလုုိက္ရတာကေတာ့ ဒီေပါက္ကရေလးဆယ္ ဇာတ္ေၾကာင္းေနာက္မွာ ဥာဏ္ႀကီးရွင္မေလးတစ္ေယာက္ ရွိမွန္းသိရေလေတာ့တယ္… ဥာဏ္ႀကီးရွင္မေလးထြင္တဲ့ ဇာတ္လမ္းေလးကေတာ့ က်ဳပ္သူငယ္ခ်င္း အဲဒီ့တကယ္မရွိတဲ့ အေကာင္ကိုု မႀကိဳက္ႀကိဳက္ေအာင္လုုပ္… ကဲ… ႀကိဳက္သြားေတာ့… အဲဒီ့ေကာင္မေလးေၾကာင့္ စိတ္ေထာင္းကိုုယ္ေက်ျဖစ္ၿပီး ဂစ္သြားၿပီတဲ့... OMG… သူငယ္ခ်င္းေတြက မဟုုတ္ဘူးလုုိ႔ အတန္တန္တားတဲ့ ၾကားထဲက black/white သူ...

သူငယ္ခ်င္းတစ္ေယာက္ black/whiteကိုု ရင္ဖြင့္လာပါတယ္။ သူခ်စ္ေနတဲ့ေကာင္မေလးက သူ႔ကိုုျပန္မႀကိဳက္ဘူးတဲ့… သူငယ္ခ်င္းလုုိပဲ ေနခ်င္ပါတယ္ ဆိုုလာတယ္တဲ့။ ကဲ black/white က ဘာျပန္ေျပာေပးရမလဲ။ ကဲေစာက္ ျပသနာက ဘာလဲဆိုုေတာ့ ေကာင္မေလးက သူ႔ကိုုလည္း ျပန္မႀကိဳက္ဘူး။ စကားကေတာ့ ပံုုမွန္ေျပာတယ္တဲ့… သူငယ္ခ်င္းပဲ ဆိုုျပီးေတာ့ေလ… ၿပီးရင္ လုုိတဲ့အခ်ိန္ဆိုု ဖုုန္းဆက္ အကူအညီ ေတာင္းတယ္တဲ့… ဟိုုေကာင္ကေတာ့ လုုပ္ေပးရွာတာေပါ့ေလ… ခ်စ္တာကိုုး… သူ႔ကိုုပဲ အသံုုးမက်ဘူးေျပာရမလား… ခုုိင္းသမွၽလုုပ္ေပးလုုိ႔ဆုုိၿပီး... ဒါဆုုိ ဟိုုမိန္းမကုုိ အျပစ္တင္ရမလား… ဟိုုကႀကိဳက္ေနတာကိုု အခြင့္ေကာင္းယူတယ္ဆိုုၿပီးေတာ့… ဒါမွမဟုုတ္ ရည္းစားမျဖစ္တာနဲ႔ သူငယ္ခ်င္းအျဖစ္ကေန ရပ္စဲခိုုင္းရမွာလား… ဒါမွမဟုုတ္ရည္းစားမဟုုတ္ေတာင္ သူငယ္ခ်င္းအျဖစ္နဲ႔ ေက်နပ္ေနခိုုင္းရမွာလား… အေကာင္းဆံုုးကေတာ့ ဒီလိုုအေျခအေနမျဖစ္ေအာင္ သူငယ္ခ်င္းကုုိ သူငယ္ခ်င္းထက္ မပိုုပါန႔ဲ… သူငယ္ခ်င္းဆုုိတာ သူငယ္ခ်င္းအေနနဲ႔ပဲ ေကာင္းတာပါ… သူငယ္ခ်င္းအဆင့္ကေန ရည္းစားျဖစ္ဖိုု႔လြယ္ပါတယ္… ရည္းစားအဆင့္ကေန မတိုုက္ဆုုိင္တာေတြၾကံဳလုုိ႔ လမ္းခြဲျဖစ္ရင္ သူငယ္ခ်င္းျပန္ျဖစ္ဖိ...

Isn’t being relationship easy? Just say a word “Yes”. Then, you end up with a boyfriend. There are usually three kinds of aftermaths. First Scenario First, he seems to be in love with you. Like before you guys get together, he will still repeat that he likes you a lot. Soon, he starts to get bored. However, at the same time, you might have already fallen in love with him, falling for his words. Then, he will start paying less attention to you. He will give you lots and lots of excuses to make you sick and tired of him. Then, at last, you end up breaking up with him because you can’t stand his behaviors any more. Or else, he will end up breaking up with you because you are not any more as interesting as before. Second Scenario He loves you so much that he will be always jealous. He will tell you to do this or not to do that. He will be so-called protecting you and showering you with his love. Well, it is really cute when you first get together with him. You will...